Embarrassed

im sorry the house is so nasty. we never used to live like trash.. she simply gave up she works 50 + hours week.. she doesnt cook or clean.. the kids cook and clean sometimes .. they work 40 -60 hours.. and pay to lve here. the big guy works but does nothing pays nothing . and Girly moved home a week ago .. I pay half of my check to live here So no nothing but be here I paid for bug and mouse and flea stuff but I cant make them use it . no I dontdo anything.. i take care of me, help with the kids and thats all. I cant stand very long w/o support so no I dont. I am moving to another place to get out of the problem.. or to a assted living home.. because well.. Im embaressed. I understand why your leaving and dont blame you. I am just sorry you saw this mess. I should have told you not to come and I am sorry you wasted the gas.. I love you .. please dont jdge me on how crappy we are becoming.. Missourie does this to folks.. they give up