30.3.21

Wtf political shit that pisss me the hell off

 Ok this Texas rep Jackson-Lee is a idiot. She made a big deal bill about FGM for the USA and our so called trading partners.  I fucking could care less if some backwards nation wants to fuck up a womans sex drive with cutting out her clit. Dead meat in the bed must make them men there happy.  Anyways who cares! it it was done in the  USA I would be ok with the screaming from this  Senator but NOOOOO its about our trading parenters abuse of their women.. If the women there in a third world nation are ok with this shit let them alone. trying to control oil deals over abuse of women is NOT our business..  sexless women is not my problem.. we shouldnt even deal with backwards dirty nations if its such a big deal to our self righious need of control .. 

is it cruel? yeah but  the women believe its needed so let them keep clit cutting.. the USA needs to mind our own business and stay out of the crap

18.3.21

Ever feel or relieze that your totally along that you have no real life friends?

I’m whining

 I put my own self in this mess so to be honest I shouldn’t  be feeling sorry for me  like I am doing but shit some days it’s just hard to not fight back and scream at my kid.  I’m a coward  truth be told. I don’t wanna  be homeless. At my age I will end up in a nursing home. And that idea scares the fucking hell out of me. So, she gets to over talk me and make me feel stupid because  she doesn’t want me to infect her  daughter with stupid liberal ideas.. I fucking wasn’t doing that! I was looking at some old magazines and talking about  what it was like back in the 1960s and 70s.  She jumped into the convo and started tell the kid that I didn’t need to give kid ideas that women were being denied  rights or how we are second class citizens  and yanno all the lies that Republican woman say..  all because I told my kid a truth about having to have my husband or dad  co sign a bank account  back in the late 60s.  Women had to have permission to do stuff like that. Somehow that spilled over to trans rights or abortion or any of that shit I WAS NOT talking about. WTF!   I just felt ... defeated I guess.. a fun morning spent  with  the 14 yr old talking about old memories and houses and  yanno babbling. I just felt small.. and stupid.  And of course soon as I went silent I got accused of pouting   And oh look I might cry.  Fuck yeah I wanted to!   And then she wonders why I stay in my room. Pretty obvious, I got nothing to say that is interesting. 

 Because I’m stupid  libtard . That hurts.