I put my own self in this mess so to be honest I shouldn’t be feeling sorry for me like I am doing but shit some days it’s just hard to not fight back and scream at my kid. I’m a coward truth be told. I don’t wanna be homeless. At my age I will end up in a nursing home. And that idea scares the fucking hell out of me. So, she gets to over talk me and make me feel stupid because she doesn’t want me to infect her daughter with stupid liberal ideas.. I fucking wasn’t doing that! I was looking at some old magazines and talking about what it was like back in the 1960s and 70s. She jumped into the convo and started tell the kid that I didn’t need to give kid ideas that women were being denied rights or how we are second class citizens and yanno all the lies that Republican woman say.. all because I told my kid a truth about having to have my husband or dad co sign a bank account back in the late 60s. Women had to have permission to do stuff like that. Somehow that spilled over to trans rights or abortion or any of that shit I WAS NOT talking about. WTF! I just felt ... defeated I guess.. a fun morning spent with the 14 yr old talking about old memories and houses and yanno babbling. I just felt small.. and stupid. And of course soon as I went silent I got accused of pouting And oh look I might cry. Fuck yeah I wanted to! And then she wonders why I stay in my room. Pretty obvious, I got nothing to say that is interesting.
Because I’m stupid libtard . That hurts.
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