I am NOT whining , I finally admitted to myself that yeah, I can’t live alone anymore. Most days at my kids is better than the dull nursing homes. Hell yes I miss Eric being around but I don’t miss his crazy and after that gun incedent he has scared me to point I KNOW he is a unsafe person . I had to let that go and accept that letting go and letting him figure out life was the smartest course of action.
Being off of social media has made a difference in my outlook and hers.. doesn’t mean I am not reading it means that. Only I influence my thoughts.. which is good. I don’t miss FB really. Political shit ruined so many minds. Mine included.
